FEEDBACK : after 1 week...15july to 22 july

when i started this old style of mine , for preparation , i knew it was going to work but even then , i had some gross doubts about its success at that time....but , thankfully, its working , atleast to some,rather, to much , extent ...
for example, yesterday , i wasted whole day in that i did nothing new...and at the end of the day , to fill in the work column , i had to write teh topic "AIDS" again...but certainly , i didnt want to write it again...and so, though i was dead tired and my eyes were aching and also i was not so at peace and some things were still disturbing me , but i was determined to do a new topic and i did that ...!
so , after stupidly searchign for nostradamus , bible code and forrest gump , i finally resolved that it was time to study something new before i go to bed , no matter how much tired i was...and so , i learnt "POLIO VIRUS"...

MORAL : I am the same girl....though i am entangled between somethings which disturb me, but i am the same determined girl when it comes to prove myself....and i am happy to rediscover my that self and that confidence back...
strange it is to me as well, that now again , i have the same yearn to keep other things aside and revise a new topic everyday....because i have to put my maximum effort into it...and i have to get my goal in the first chance...i dont want to waste any more years in that...

when papa mama are determined to help me in studies , i should be determined to give them results....perhaps , that will be the only form by which i can show them how much thankful and proud i am of having them by my side and for being the BESTTTT and the MOST UNDERSTANDING PARENTS EVER IN THIS WORLD...

HELP ME IN MY EFFORTS , DEAR GOD !